A Poem for my Love

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With each extinguished light
the house contracts.
The Japanese lamp
with the purple Indian scarf
draped over it-
the fireplace, the 1910 French upright,
the whole living room-turned-
office -gone.
The bare bulb in the tiny hall
across from our pantry,
dining room and Thomas’
miniature jewel paintings -gone.
In the kitchen the red swag lamp
and the white (on one switch),
the window box with Lily
of the Peace, the little ficus
and African Violet Christie brought
along with her guitar -gone.
The stove still stands in light,
shed by the hood bulb, but there’s no need
for it to keep vigil, though you often
leave it on -gone. A hall door closes,
separating beds and bath from
the daytime spaces. A nightlight
shines above the sink, keeping
the bathroom with its Polynesian
wood-framed mirror with us
as we leave for our respective rooms.

This morning, I noticed the dark nothing
beyond the hallway door and understood:
You don’t want your first task to be
retrieving the kitchen for us from the night.
You’d rather it wait through to morning,
ready to give its space for breakfast
at the wooden table we bought at Paradise Garage-
Organic cereal with fresh blueberries,
marion berries, golden grapes and
apricots you cut into small pieces
before dropping them into my bowl.

©2007 Brol Gemmer. All right reserved.

The Magic of Life is in the Details even more so than in the Grand Events.

Half an hour northeast of Colville, Washington, on a Sunday in January after you've climbed out of an afternoon-pink-tinted valley and arrived at the house. The snow lays piled three feet high and it's sticky. This you will find out after you've made a snow angel and it won't come out of your hair, or off the socks, sticking out of the tops of your boots.

The snow's under-surface, where it rests on the tin roof has grown a layer of ice at the end of each day of the slightest thawing (this from the warming from within the building), and each day it has slid until it's formed a beautiful fold, like a succulent silk-satin cloth, draping itself over the edge of the roof. It looks mellow, but is hard and harsh when it meets with a tall man's forehead and nose bridge.

And then there are the endless pines heaped with winter goodness, looking so cliche, yet irresistibly beautiful. But nothing compares in beauty to the moment when you stand, after the dog has finally succumbed to its need and tinkled in the snow, making a perfect little hole that looks as if she's just peed a yellow dot, and you become suddenly aware of silence.

You notice it has been years during which you've forgotten the existence of such silence, of the absence of sound, and you wish you could have this always, this sense that the world is a cathedral, awing and immensely blessed.

Yard Sale, Bumbershoot & Zero 7, and a lazy Monday

Sat around in the cooling shade of trees, drank Cadillac Mountain, haggled with customers and let the heat fill up my bones all of blue-hot Saturday. Sold two van loads of material burdens, called too much stuff I like and don't need, made a mint and financed Sunday aaaall day Bumbershoot. Amazing bazaars -bought a white cotton shirt from India and a basket made by a widowed women cooperative in Ghana. The crowning glory of the day: Zero 7. Brilliantly creative, perfect blend of old and new (i.e. acoustic and electronic) moving vocals, excellent song structure. An exciting band that mixes serious music with hilarious/kooky on-stage behavior. It says everything about a band when you'd rather hear their new material, than your favorite songs from the previous record. Sunday, lazed in bed, snuggling till 11:30. Just one meeting with accountants in an, otherwise, uninterrupted day of lazing. And it's not over yet.

The Hoops that Hop out from their Hiding Places

Project one: So close. Almost had the DOCs, but then one more hoop. The 24monthscancelledrentchecks hoop. On to another mortgage lender. The seller is in town, arrived this morning for the closing. Fingers and toes are crossed that the new loan goes through before he leaves in 10 days. It's doable. But will it be done? Oh, the excitement of house buying.

Project two: Architect sketch. It's great. A sweet little house will turn into a fabulous living space for the modern family. Picture: Enter through the two-story foyer. Large rectangular living space with gas fire place, windows along south and west walls. Fir floors. Super long planks. To the right a formal dining room. Exit in the middle of the rear wall onto double wide stairs. To the left, the study, french doors to patio. To right, hallway leads past powder room and utility room to kitchen/entertainment room the length of house. Large center island, stainless steel appliances, burl wood cabinets. Kitchen opens toward left into large room with the latest in entertainment gadgets. Access to patio through triple sliders that can be opened all the way for those parties on gorgeous summer nights. Upstairs 2 bedrooms, sharing bath, additionally one master suit with master bath opens onto balcony through french doors. Stand on the private balkony with your spouse, look at 9 majestic old growth firs, to the right, a gigantic garden with a sweet plum tree.

Too bad I'm only building it. I'll never live there. The drawings aren't yet dried and my heart is already broken.

gods in cyber space, creating worlds in our own image

It's more than a little exhausting. What was advertised as requiring a mere 15 minutes has been an undertaking of several hours. Why? Because I want it just so, want to fill in all the blanks in the way, particular to this world, the Tea House, a little spot, just around the corner from where you and I live. A place to duck into at a moment's notice, forget about our cares, and let the world appear exactly as we wish. In other words, a magical place.